i woke up today an relized your not worth the pain or the effort if your gonna keep falling for douchebags who use you only for sex and you let them ? well thats your fault your gonna get rep that really gonna hate deuces :)
I wish you could you feel what feel but in reality you cant and you wont it doesnt matter how many ppl say oh i know how you feel cause no they dot they might think they do but until they wake everyday feeling as someone is jumping on your chest and stabbig your heart with a knife and telling you how your not good enough ? then and only then will you actually feel maybe a 1/10 of what i feel everyday
haha sometimes i wish it was this easy too bad i dont do that crap over the phone :/ its alot harder in person but worth it
let me make you happy Its the only way i can be happy im so tired of faking acting as if im okay with how things are im crazy about you and you know it, you said youve been where ive been if thats true then you know exactly how i feel waking up everyday knowing this is it :(
i cant just be your friend
seriously i fuck up again being friendzoned again
being hated again
bein ignores again
feeling played again
and in the end all you do try act like it didnt happen ? i have real feelings for you and there strong just cause you believe everyone is the same doeant mean it true for all you know what could of happend between us could of changed your whole view on life you were honestly the highlight of my days and nights the first and last thoughts and you act like it meant nothing
